Don’t play games with me. You can’t afford to.
I know what you are trying to get at, so don’t pretend that you didn’t mean it.
And you know what, I’m not going to lose this game. Not because I have too much to lose, but because you are simply not worth losing to.
I never wanted to play this game but you forced me to. So now you have to face the consequences.
Try me.
-cxy
最近发现我对朋友的定义好像变了。
觉得所谓的朋友好像已经升华（哈哈哈 应该说是沦落吧）成了键盘上的 ESC键。
平时并不会需要它，当然也不会想到它。只有当发生一些事情，遇到一些困难的时候才会突然发现它的存在。到了需要帮助的时候才会接触它。
而它也会在它的能力范围内帮你脱离困境。
然后又恢复之前的距离，就像完全没发生过任何事似的。
我应该是个很好的 ESC键吧。虽然很多时候我对待朋友也是如此。:X
对不起。
哈哈哈好烂的一篇文章 (也应该算不上是文章）。。。。
Taking a break from editting cheryn’s video before i go bonkers. HA.
Met Yamuna at the lift today and she asked if I had been sleeping coz my eyes are getting smaller.
Then again, I think it’s just my face getting bigger.
Anw, back to the topic.
Not so long ago i was complaining about the Ga-vir-men obstructing my path by building 2 parallel railings acoss acoss the narrow walkway.
“They (wwhooo?) actually built 2 parallel railings across a narrow sheltered pathway such that people actually have to weave their way through the railings and get to the other side (in a zig-zag manner mind you). ”
(chua, 2009)
Guess what! They removed it!
HA. I think this blog is like my magic lantern.
Now I need to go to Little India to buy a flying carpet. Cya!
-cxy
是啦.
我知道<阿密特>专辑已经出很久了. 可是我就是要寫! 怎樣! 哈哈…神經病.
掉了
詞：吳青峯 曲：吳青峯
心疼的玫瑰 半夜還開著 找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到現場卻已來不及 等待任何回音都不可得
微弱的風箏 冬天裡飄著 回不去手中纏線的那個
沒有藍天 又何必去飛 怎麼適合
黑色笑靨掉了 雪白眼淚掉了 該出現的所有表情瞬間掉了
瞳孔沒有顏色 結了冰的長河 回憶是最可怕的敵人
故事情節掉了 主角對白掉了 該屬於劇中的對角戲也掉了
胸口沒有快樂 斷了翅的白鴿 不枯萎的藉口全掉了
曾經唱過的歌 分享過的笑聲 在心中不斷拉扯
想念不能承認 偷偷擦去淚痕 冬天過了還是會很冷
是我偏心吗? 怎么觉得这首歌不论词或曲都无从挑剔. HAHAHHAHA.
青峰的词, 记录了阿妹对已故父亲的一份愧疚, 表现出了失去亲人的痛苦. 或许不应该说是痛苦, 而应该是无奈.
好像总是要等到人已经不在了才发现其实可以有一个更美好的结局.
等到结束了才后悔.
等到剧终变了才奢望改变.
就算真的改变了, 也太晚了.
反正藍天已经不再, 风筝也没必要继续地飞.
反正飞得再高也到不了它想去的地方, 飞得再远也追不回已经掉了的一切.
回忆的確是最可怕的敌人.
想让时间慢慢地平复伤口, 却发现自己其实舍不得让那些回忆淡去.
当听到某一首歌, 吃到某一道菜, 说到某一件事时, 都会不经意地被回忆拉回当初的时间点.
仿佛身边的人事物都随着现实变成回忆而封锁了起来，变成了心里不想碰触的一块．
想念不能承认，偷偷擦去泪痕．
讨厌在别人面前哭的感觉，或许是因为不想让身边的人更加难过，又或许是因为连自己也不知道如何面对和平时不一样的自己．
在失去之后往往会为悲痛设一个时限，时限一到就得收拾所有的心情．
因为就算故事的其中一个主角不在了，故事还是会继续写下去，戏还是会照常演下去．
-cxy
My earphones are acting up again!
(if you find this opening familiar, click here: http://whomovedmyslippers.wordpress.com/2009/02/24/208/) Go on. Click it. I know you want to. 
No. Actually its not acting up. It’s just that the exterior ugly blue covering of the left earpiece dropped out.
AND I CAN’T FIND IT.
So yah. Now i can totally empathize with you pings! (if you are even reading this HAHA) The freaking left earpiece can no longer fit properly and keeps dropping out for no rhyme or reason. Trust me. It IS very irritating.
But being the procrastinating me that I have always been and will still be, I still haven’t found enough motivation to shop for a pair of earphones. Today, Motivation came in the form of 2 sixteen years’ old Ah Lians.
I was on the way home from meeting and it was around 11pm. Motivation boarded the train at Bukit Batok and sat on my left. (DAMN they had to choose the weaker side!) Motivation A and B were dressed in what I would expect people to wear in Geylang or maybe Changi. Not the airport. And to match their outfit, they were chatting at the top of their voice about (what else) their boyfriendsss.
AND they had to do so while I am listening to Amit. Pissed.
So the remixed version of 掉了went like that:
“心疼的 Fuck lah! I shouldn’t have replied his message
找不到匆匆掉 Fuck him. Never reply me.
回到现场却已来不及
That _____(insert ahbeng name) also liddat回音都不可得
He sure call back one lah. 冬天里飘著
回不去手中 My one wait 2 hours then will call liao.
没有蓝天 Fucking asshole 怎么适合
I NEED to look for a fling! 雪白眼泪掉了
该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了
YAH!! Yesterday night that one also fling mah!
回忆是最可怕的敌人”
OK sorry for the language. I swear I did not make that up.
2 underaged girls talking about their love/sex life isn’t really my favourite conversation. So I tried my best to ignore them (I DID!) But, my LEFT earpiece was loose!!!! So I couldn’t stop the unwanted information from going into my head without any filtering system.
That was the moment when I decided that I really need a new earpiece. LIKE NOW.
-cxy
嘿~ 哈哈 我来也。
你是否已经失声 叫了那么多天 我才出现 哈哈。 eh 我的匈牙利blog title 够 fierce 吧？ XD
eh 还有 你的阿密特 有完没完啊？现在出了个什么感官升级版，感官没有 A钱就有 哈哈 heng我没有陷入你和她的陷阱。
btw 很快已经快一个月了！超超超快地。。我也快疯掉了，chinese makes me crazy but in a good way（或许明年讲华语运动大使可以选我！）
*** Digression*** WaLao 我的街道真的very happening。刚刚有两辆车相撞，但除了些玻璃碎片和那个在车牌前面的U-形东东 没有死伤。（Cat 刚进来叫我不要 拍照 她说我犯法了 damn, 这个continent不是paparazzi的鼻祖吗？？好啦，她说与Princess D有关，and I guess I should just shut up and check the law, but I still took some anyway．．)
今天第一天上课哦，还不赖 起码听得懂 班上的人也超enthu and intellectual. 我要努力啊～～～
有点不舒服，应该是这里的气候吧 走出家门时超冷 在家里又因为那蠢窗口而不得不把自己闷死。刚才去了药房 shit. my temp is 37.7. im going to take a nap, took some panadol liao. sorry for abrupt ending. rah. i want to go for lessons tmr!!!
EDIT: I’m better now. 36.9, back to normal. throat still hurts a little but will get better;)
Calling Ms Khoo Fang Xuan.
Calling Ms Khoo Fang Xuan.
If you see this, PLEASE BLOG!
I repeat.
If you see this, PLEEEAASEEE BLOOGG!
Your fellow people in Singapore are dying to hear stories from you.
Thank you.
-cxy
Inspired by the COM 207 lecture on Freud and his ideas on the unconscious self (or something like that), I came up with the following monologue.
Myself: ME (duh…) The Other Self: OS
…………………………………………………………………………………………………..
ME: I’m not fat.
OS: Your hips don’t lie. Well, actually every other body part of yours don’t lie as well.
ME: I want to go jogging too! But it keeps raining!
OS: You are just plain lazy.
ME: And it’s Hungry Ghost Festival! I shouldn’t be jogging after night falls.
OS: Alright. You are lazy and timid.
ME: Plus my sport shoes are spoilt 
OS: You can always go get another pair. Excuses.
ME: I’m like broke.
OS: Yeah right. You can afford to go for the F1 Rocks concert and still thinking of procuring a new earpiece that costs $150. How broke can you be man?
ME: The F1 Rocks concert is going to be damn worth it LAH!!!! (insert super zi high voice) And the new earpiece is also a must coz my earpiece spoilt WHAT!!! (I shall dedicate another post to this HAHA)
OS: Now now… put down the potato chips…You should stop eating junk food.
ME: I don’t eat a lot of junk food! Just… a little…
OS: Noooo… Not the ice-cream…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
ME: Sigmund Freud was a horny bastard.
OS: You know you love him~
ME: And Wilhelm Fleiss had the weirdest ideas.
OS: And you know his theories are applicable~ (evil laugh)
………………………………………………………………………………………………………
HAHAHA sorry but I had to add the last part in. Currently obsessed with my COM 207 (History of Communication) lectures which are damn hilarious. Well, at least most of the time. hahahah. Below is a video shown in lecture.
F.Y.I: “Freudian slip”
Definition: A verbal mistake or a gesture that is thought to reveal an unconscious belief, thought, or emotion.”
-cxy
已经一个多星期了。一直到现在才写这篇文章，因为有些话需要隔一些时间才能说。（你心里应该在想：屁啦！明明就是因为太懒！hahaha BINGO！！ XD.. 开玩笑啦）
你还好吗？
我在想，一个女生独自到一个陌生，遥远，叫“肚子饿”的东欧国度，不是太有冒险精神，就是神经有点失常。你。。。 应该是属于后者吧！hahaha! o yah! 还有一种可能性。就是因为肚子真的饿了啦。
我们这里开学了。（虽然我还沉浸在holiday mood当中。）
可是这学期好像少了点什么。少了一张熟悉的面孔。少了一个说废话的对象。少了一个八卦的来源。少了一些爽朗的笑声。少了一位常常做出疯狂行径的好朋友。
同时也多了一些无聊。多了一点不安。多了一份牵挂。
适应一个全新的环境应该很不容易吧。（至少我是怎么觉得啦）有空的话就多upload photos 还有上网聊天吧！
还有就是，回来的时候记得要带几个肚子饿的帅哥回来哦！
还有还有，记得打扫你的房间，不要常常旷课，不要喝得太醉，功课还是要顾一下啦。
就这样吧。。。留一些让你老妈说hahaha!
快点回来啦！我们等你一起吃火锅，打麻将 XD
Omg… 现在我的脑里一直出现“我等着你回来”的恐怖歌声。（而且农历七月已经到了and现在是凌晨1.38)
我想我还是快点去睡觉好了。。。
-cxy
First joint post of cxy and kfx (reluctantly)
RAhhhh…
We’re in the terminal now and everyone is looking at us blog.
And Evonne said we damn lesbian (KFC)
(cxy:I have better taste)
BYEEEEE
-cxy and kfx
